Felt Like This Mess

from by The Pathetic and Elegant

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I've just been reeling from this dealing
And endless concealing but I'm sure
You must know how that goes
Cause if bad art speaks to losers and creeps
I'll just be producing it in great heaps
As I'm thinking about all the girls I'd like to eventually meet

Cause I'm dreaming of palm trees across the sea
Will you at least pretend to be who I want you to seem
Everyday I see a little clearer so would you mind
Putting your face up next to mine

Everyone feels the same about the performance art game
But hey there is no shame in not living life the same
So let them eat me if I can't preach
Oh let them eat me if I can't preach

Cause what's been going on
Except for what's going on inside
Too bad I'm not sadder I'm loosing my matter
Give me a deadline so I'm not wasting time
Living in this city makes me feel shitty
But heading home makes my friends seem alone
I just wanna be where night times never wake me
Questing my life pastimes and dignity

Gotta get into electrical engineering
Cause these sparks that I'm feeling
Have me reconsidering this artistic career path
Oh girl you got the touch
An MBA ain't that much
I'm willing to travel with you all the way home
Fetishization has been my greatest frustration
Since coming back all those months ago
So maker fairs and long brown hair
Have me begging don't smile my way
Those pleasantries here to stay
So let's agree to meet on DC streets
And create a reason for tinkering our lives away


from Slow Motives, released February 14, 2016



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