Never taught to love I'm sorry Always prone to accident I'm sorry Despondent response I'm sorry Never in good conscience I'm sorry What's it called when you only attract abusers What's it called when you're a beggar, not a chooser Doubting what I feel I'm sorry I don't want to disassociate I'm sorry It's not even my fault but I'm sorry I don't even know why I'm sorry What's it called when you only attract abusers What's it called when you're a beggar, not a chooser Don't ask me to articulate I'm sorry Wouldn't want to hear it anyways I'm sorry It's time to pick yourself up I'm sorry I won't mourn what I won't miss I'm sorry What's it called when you only attract abusers What's it called when you're a beggar, not a chooser It's gonna be tough on your own motivation to finally grow and this will be good for you and this will be good for me Don't protect what you don't want to What's it called when you only attract abusers What's it called when you're a beggar, not a chooser

We're getting older now There's no time out You don't have to say you're on your way down There's two parts of us that are fated There's two parts of us we're ashamed of Mixing blood It's getting cold Do what your told Before we go There's a prayer worth saving There's a prayer worth learning There's a prayer worth saving There's a prayer worth, worth learning We thought we were a detective but They needed more than that The world's so fucked up More to give than there is to take One last trick to learn You're afraid to share Without you We'd end up going nowhere It's time to let go of your travels It's time to let go of your battles Wasted life You're turning gold Tell us what it's like When you're all talk There's a prayer worth saving There's a prayer worth learning There's a prayer worth saving There's a prayer worth, worth learning We thought we were a detective but They needed more than that The world's so fucked up More to give than there is to take

Claim to smell the fear that's not in here I don't have to care about my heir They say there's some treasure in learning to love yourself We won't say we doubt it, but come on There's a lot to say but I won't say it Get a fucking life I won't save this Insecure with that dark complex It's a fucking joke can't you take it

We don't want to say what we can't obey You don't remind me of anyone else What if we could speak underwater Weightless Breathing Bubbles on our lips Don't question your prescience Truth is an omen not a passion Bound in means of what's believed Class is a reason To fall in love How can we confirm what we don't know You got the word but not the stress You got the word but not the stress You got the word I'm not my best Class is a reason to fall in love You got the word but not the stress You got the word but not the stress You got the word I'm not my best

Easy easy easy whatcha supposed to do when you find out just what you're going through Calm calm calm don't say you're gone we don't like the sand that you built your house on We don't know where we go when We don't know where we go when See the lightbulb as it's slowly dimming we're on our way out yeah, that's a given No, we're not saying that we're done fighting but we'll admit we were born tired We can't say where the sinners go it's an orange peel thrown into the cyclone Better to die than to give up or that's what you said when you had your chin up We don't know where we go when We don't know where we go when See the lightbulb as it's slowly dimming we're on our way out yeah, that's a given No, we're not saying that we're done fighting but we'll admit we were born tired What good is a light that can't provide all the warmth you need oh, you just reclined Time to break out of the stuff you're made of release yourself and spread it around

What's it like to feel like it's already over when you've accepted that you're a spectator Nothing to hold onto now but what's around Don't go and trick yourself out It's all in the ground No one will fucking leave No one will ever breathe So close the sun down on your hometown There goes the rose that dies in its bud Tell me all the ways it's just not your fault Don't look away now or you'll miss what you always wanted Oh yeah It's what you wanted Oh no Where's your claim to time It's just a dervish yeah Sure there's a lot to miss But I think I'm ready to let go No one will fucking leave No one will ever breathe

Wishing what you can't have What you never knew There's a hole in your heart out of which you grew To fear the closeness of a moon's tear To give up that summer sweat that you never tasted I don't know what you're made of of misery, just like me I don't know what you're of and I guess I'll never find out Never is when you're yearning for what's really there Never is when you want to feel the other's stare Never is a risky situation Never is an apparition Heal the part of you that you never trusted Is it confidence to feel busted Forgive the memories I shared with you Don't latch onto what you couldn't ever be And there's a ghost that's a construct of all midnights spent so sleepless And there's a ghost that's a construct of our mistakes I don't know what you're made of of misery, just like me I don't know what you're of and I guess I'll never find out Never is when you're yearning for what's really there Never is when you want to feel the other's stare Never is a risky situation Never is an apparition Never is Never is Never is never Haunted by a palm print on the window Haven't the urge to clean it Maybe I should frame it Maybe I should break it And there's a ghost that's a construct of all midnights spent so sleepless And there's a ghost that's a construct of our mistakes I don't know what you're made of of misery, just like me I don't know what you're of and I guess I'll never find out

You know you whispered in my ear No no Don't close your eyes Take a rip Take a trip

Gotta Fight 'Cause the planet's gonna die

Touching and distance Not directly asking for acceleration Sun in, book open Greater sense of self By narrowing the term Strength to luck Our memories are good but distorted Finding the found out Diving deep for what We were missing all along Time to lay them out in the sun Let them shrink, let them run Some driftwood Knowing we don't have to do it again Pesticide dreams who sits around our fire "V" instead of very Telling anyone to pass, to fuck off End of ends Livin's not the lie we let it become Time to lay them out in the sun Let them shrink, let them run But then we are having a personal spring. Attracted to anyone, not entirely gloomy when looking in the drip-dappled mirror by our sometimes made bed. Living is not the lie we let it become. Always grasping for the worst Success in the sense of failure Turn gold, not gold, then darker, like purple, so black. Maybe it's a little of what we cannot have. Groomed for change, the subtle shift of what's dead into less dead. Always grasping for the worst Success in the sense of failure Time to lay them out in the sun Let them shrink, let them run